We took one last short walk around the yard before she walked over to the car on her own steam. Once again her eyes spoke to me. They had become clouded with age but I could hear them just as clearly as I could the first day I met her. It was time. She was ready. I picked her up in her favorite blanket and gently put her in the back seat. We went to the vet and she looked me in the eyes and licked my hand reassuringly. She appreciated what I was doing. I held her as she passed away. It was painful, but the only way to properly honor a family member who had always given more than she got.
My eyes have become red and wet with tears as I remember that day. It is hard to believe a small black and white dog could teach me so much and leave a hole in my heart. When I picked her up that day in her favorite blanket it was my one last opportunity to nurture her as I had done so many times before. I knew it was the compassionate thing to do and if the tables had been reversed she would not have wanted me to suffer any longer. Her legacy is one of dignity and love. Allowing her to die with grace was perhaps the best way to honor her life. That was our last road trip