Hi, I am Chloe Burton. I look just like your average sixteen year old girl on the outside. Dark brown hair, hazel eyes, dresses in the outfits that are “in”. Although, on the inside, that's different story. I am depressed, my mind isn't right. It's hard for me to trust, I overthink, every bad thing you could think of.
I just wanted to try and be happy for once. It was hard to do in the kind of situation I was in, it all started in the summer of 2013. This summer started as a pretty good summer, dating this boy that I claimed to be my ‘first love’, spending most of it with what I thought was my best friend, and just being a happy fourteen year old. These were probably the best days of my life, until I realized a basically lost it in a blink of an eye. The guy I was with, Dylan, and I have been fighting, all because it seemed like he never had time to talk to me, but I have been hearing he’s talking to other girls. Just some advice to you, it’s never good to accuse someone right away, it’s better to ask, from what I have learned. Anyways, I started accusing him, and he got very aggravated and broke up with me. It felt like my heart has been shattered. I couldn’t believe I just caused that, but I had to try to find a way to get over it and be happy. I was messing around on Facebook a few days after that had happened, and I decided to post a status saying, “Someone talk to me, I’m bored”. All of a sudden this guy named Dustin messaged me saying “Hey”. I had seen this guy around town before, but never have really talked to him. While he was talking to me, he seemed like a flirty, but very nice guy, but I knew for a fact he had a girlfriend named Melody. He insisted we hang out to get to know each other more, but I was a little sketchy about it, because he has a girlfriend, he’s two years older than me, and I barely know him, but I reply “I will tomorrow”. Dustin and I went to the park in town to hang out, we sat down and started talking to each other just about stuff we’re interested in. After a while of talking, he stands up and smiles, I looked at him and said ‘What?’ and he said ‘Do I not get a hug?’ and I said, “Wellll, I guess you can have one.” I stood up as well and gave him a hug, and when I pulled my head back, he started kissing me, I slightly pulled away, “Don’t you have a girlfriend?” I said. “Yeah, I’m sorry, Imma just go..” “Okay, I guess I’ll see you whenever.” he said and walked away. …show more content…
A few days later, Dylan and I decided to get back together. Although it didn't last very long, because there was no trust. So, then it was just over, so I went on without him and trying to be happy. I did pretty well during the rest of the year 2013 and the beginning of 2014, like yes there were some points where I missed Dylan, but I couldn’t do anything.
A few months passed and now it was April of 2014. I was just going about my day, and then all of a sudden I looked at my phone and saw I had a text message from Dustin. I unlocked my phone and looked at it, all he said was “Hey” but I replied back. In the minced of these text messages he started telling me he missed me, he wished that he would’ve started differently with me, and that he wanted to talk to me in person. I said “okay, what about tomorrow?” and he replied, “that sounds great.” During all this, I was thinking either he’s serious or he just wants to get my hopes up again. The next day at the park after both Dustin and I hung out at the park after we got out of school. Now, back in 2014 was when the park here in town was a popular place for everyone to hang out together, so there was a lot of people while we were here. It was kind of difficult to talk to him alone, because other people kept coming up to us and talking to us. Anyways, he
I just wanted to try and be happy for once. It was hard to do in the kind of situation I was in, it all started in the summer of 2013. This summer started as a pretty good summer, dating this boy that I claimed to be my ‘first love’, spending most of it with what I thought was my best friend, and just being a happy fourteen year old. These were probably the best days of my life, until I realized a basically lost it in a blink of an eye. The guy I was with, Dylan, and I have been fighting, all because it seemed like he never had time to talk to me, but I have been hearing he’s talking to other girls. Just some advice to you, it’s never good to accuse someone right away, it’s better to ask, from what I have learned. Anyways, I started accusing him, and he got very aggravated and broke up with me. It felt like my heart has been shattered. I couldn’t believe I just caused that, but I had to try to find a way to get over it and be happy. I was messing around on Facebook a few days after that had happened, and I decided to post a status saying, “Someone talk to me, I’m bored”. All of a sudden this guy named Dustin messaged me saying “Hey”. I had seen this guy around town before, but never have really talked to him. While he was talking to me, he seemed like a flirty, but very nice guy, but I knew for a fact he had a girlfriend named Melody. He insisted we hang out to get to know each other more, but I was a little sketchy about it, because he has a girlfriend, he’s two years older than me, and I barely know him, but I reply “I will tomorrow”. Dustin and I went to the park in town to hang out, we sat down and started talking to each other just about stuff we’re interested in. After a while of talking, he stands up and smiles, I looked at him and said ‘What?’ and he said ‘Do I not get a hug?’ and I said, “Wellll, I guess you can have one.” I stood up as well and gave him a hug, and when I pulled my head back, he started kissing me, I slightly pulled away, “Don’t you have a girlfriend?” I said. “Yeah, I’m sorry, Imma just go..” “Okay, I guess I’ll see you whenever.” he said and walked away. …show more content…
A few days later, Dylan and I decided to get back together. Although it didn't last very long, because there was no trust. So, then it was just over, so I went on without him and trying to be happy. I did pretty well during the rest of the year 2013 and the beginning of 2014, like yes there were some points where I missed Dylan, but I couldn’t do anything.
A few months passed and now it was April of 2014. I was just going about my day, and then all of a sudden I looked at my phone and saw I had a text message from Dustin. I unlocked my phone and looked at it, all he said was “Hey” but I replied back. In the minced of these text messages he started telling me he missed me, he wished that he would’ve started differently with me, and that he wanted to talk to me in person. I said “okay, what about tomorrow?” and he replied, “that sounds great.” During all this, I was thinking either he’s serious or he just wants to get my hopes up again. The next day at the park after both Dustin and I hung out at the park after we got out of school. Now, back in 2014 was when the park here in town was a popular place for everyone to hang out together, so there was a lot of people while we were here. It was kind of difficult to talk to him alone, because other people kept coming up to us and talking to us. Anyways, he