I am aware of that having self-confident is crucial to display my abilities. Yet, when I feel exhausted, I feel insecure in all situations. In EQ assessment, although I received higher scores, what I lack most was self-confidence. In the MBTI Personality Type Test, although my personality, which is ENTJ is having self-confidence, again, I do not think I have self-confidence. I analyze this problem is to being a perfectionist, which is shown in color test result. Getting B has been death sentence for me since in order to transfer my dream university, I need to maintain higher GPA. For this reason, when I did not do well on the exams, I always blame myself, which eventually derived of my self-confidence. Yet, if I am persistently obsessed with perfection, I will just destroy my self-esteem, which eventually causes depression. Being caught in a vicious circle, I cannot develop self-confidence. Thus, I decided to keep a note, in which I will write down positive things each day. Moreover, I will not blame myself for not getting perfect score and be proud of myself. By doing so, I believe that I can build self-confidence that I surely need for my future academic
I am aware of that having self-confident is crucial to display my abilities. Yet, when I feel exhausted, I feel insecure in all situations. In EQ assessment, although I received higher scores, what I lack most was self-confidence. In the MBTI Personality Type Test, although my personality, which is ENTJ is having self-confidence, again, I do not think I have self-confidence. I analyze this problem is to being a perfectionist, which is shown in color test result. Getting B has been death sentence for me since in order to transfer my dream university, I need to maintain higher GPA. For this reason, when I did not do well on the exams, I always blame myself, which eventually derived of my self-confidence. Yet, if I am persistently obsessed with perfection, I will just destroy my self-esteem, which eventually causes depression. Being caught in a vicious circle, I cannot develop self-confidence. Thus, I decided to keep a note, in which I will write down positive things each day. Moreover, I will not blame myself for not getting perfect score and be proud of myself. By doing so, I believe that I can build self-confidence that I surely need for my future academic