Throughout the book, Patricia also made it clear the toll the investigation was taking on her. She described the way it affected her mentally and physically. Dealing with sleepless nights and stressful evenings on several occasions, all credit of which going to the investigation.
Patricia was able to make such a claim as to discovering the identity of the killer, due to paintings, dead bodies found, and even notes from the killer himself. One would think that evidence such as this would be more than enough to convict someone guilty, and Patricia believes so just as well. In stating how adamant she is in this claim, she has put her reputation on the line in the most literal way by saying “If someone proves me wrong, not only will I look horrible about it, I will lose my reputation.” She has not only been accused of being crazy for this suspicion, but has also spent millions of dollars buying paintings from her suspect. This also means that from what she wrote in the book, and from the evidence