My sister had carried my other two nieces to full term without any difficulties, but because of unforeseen circumstances her third pregnancy was very high risk. I remember her telling me that the doctor’s thought it would be less than a fifty percent chance she would get through the first trimester without a miscarriage. I have never been more fearful in my life than in those first few months of her pregnancy, I hadn’t even met Scarlett yet but I already loved her. There were nights I would sit in my room crying and praying to god that she would live. I would say out loud that I would be willing to give my life for hers; I wanted her to live more than anything. Even after my sister got past the first trimester and the doctor’s told her that she was out of the danger zone I worried every day, afraid that the next phone call I got would be the one I didn’t want to hear. The nervousness I felt the day my sister went into labor is indescribable, but the feeling of seeing Scarlett for the first time and knowing she was going to be okay is by far the greatest moment of my life. I’m not the type of person to usually believe in miracles but the day Scarlett was born made me rethink a lot of things, if miracles are real than her being alive today has to be considered one. I cannot help but hope that the power of the love that my family and I had for her even before
My sister had carried my other two nieces to full term without any difficulties, but because of unforeseen circumstances her third pregnancy was very high risk. I remember her telling me that the doctor’s thought it would be less than a fifty percent chance she would get through the first trimester without a miscarriage. I have never been more fearful in my life than in those first few months of her pregnancy, I hadn’t even met Scarlett yet but I already loved her. There were nights I would sit in my room crying and praying to god that she would live. I would say out loud that I would be willing to give my life for hers; I wanted her to live more than anything. Even after my sister got past the first trimester and the doctor’s told her that she was out of the danger zone I worried every day, afraid that the next phone call I got would be the one I didn’t want to hear. The nervousness I felt the day my sister went into labor is indescribable, but the feeling of seeing Scarlett for the first time and knowing she was going to be okay is by far the greatest moment of my life. I’m not the type of person to usually believe in miracles but the day Scarlett was born made me rethink a lot of things, if miracles are real than her being alive today has to be considered one. I cannot help but hope that the power of the love that my family and I had for her even before