Personal Narrative: If I Were Dead

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If you were dead or still alive,
I don 't care,
I don 't care
And all the things you left behind,
I don 't care,
I don 't care

Cute Chanyeol pov

I was nervous and scared, I was not sure what to do to calm myself. Also on top of all of this I am so so tired. I did not get much sleep because I was so nervous, it takes me a while to get used to the new environment. I look around taking everything in, I see all the other kids waiting for the bus while holding their parent 's hands or runing around playing with each. You see this is my first day in a new school. I was just getting used to my old school and being in first grade was a scary thing. School was just scary all together, I didn 't have much interactions with other children my age. So
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Do you need some help? Are you hurt?" A small voice said and surprised me, I looked up and through m tears I was able to make out a small hand reach down tords me. I stay quiet with tears still running down my face. " oh look at you, do you want to come with me? I am sure my mom will be albe to help. She can fix anything! I promise. " with out any better option. I took the kid 's hand and he pulled me up on my feet. He brushed some dirt off of me. Also took the bottom of this shit and left it up and wiped my face. When he was done, I could see better and was able to make out his cute face with a big smile. He grabbed my had along with my backpack and his bag and begin to pull me along with him. We made our way to the big building he knocked on a side door and a very beautiful woman opened it and let us in. " you would come back with something or in this case someone other than what you were asked. What am I am going to do with you baekhyun?" Said the beautiful woman as she closed the door. She then looked at me " so where did you find him baekhyun? Who are you and were did you come from." She asked me with a smile. Then I began to tell her how on my way to my new school I fell asleep on the bus and woke up in some unknown place. I broke down crying again but this time baekhyun held my had the whole time. And come to find out at this is actually the school I go to and I was even in the same class as baekhyun. He stay by me the whole day and made sure I was okay. Was just amazing help in making me feel a bit better about everything, I calm down a whole lot and spent the rest of my day with my new

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