Leading up to when she stabbed him Rufus had told Dana that she was too much like Alice, that they were two halves of a whole. He kept on telling Dana that he was lonely, and that he missed Alice. Then he said that his children’s safety and her safety depended on her being with him. The thought disgusted Dana. She did not want to be what Alice was to Rufus. Dana says, “But it would be so hard to raise the knife, drive it into the flesh I had saved so many times. So hard to kill… ” (255-260) The author has Dana say this to show that she doesn’t want to hurt Rufus. It shows that she is conflicted on what she should do, let Rufus use her, or defend herself. But then Dana realizes that Rufus is unpredictable. He can’t be completely trusted, so she stabs him. (260) In this situation she didn’t know what to value more, Rufus someone she cares about, or how she would live with herself. She did not know if she valued her dignity or his life more. In the end she killed him so she could survive with herself as a person. This really shows how people will make unlikely decisions when faced with
Leading up to when she stabbed him Rufus had told Dana that she was too much like Alice, that they were two halves of a whole. He kept on telling Dana that he was lonely, and that he missed Alice. Then he said that his children’s safety and her safety depended on her being with him. The thought disgusted Dana. She did not want to be what Alice was to Rufus. Dana says, “But it would be so hard to raise the knife, drive it into the flesh I had saved so many times. So hard to kill… ” (255-260) The author has Dana say this to show that she doesn’t want to hurt Rufus. It shows that she is conflicted on what she should do, let Rufus use her, or defend herself. But then Dana realizes that Rufus is unpredictable. He can’t be completely trusted, so she stabs him. (260) In this situation she didn’t know what to value more, Rufus someone she cares about, or how she would live with herself. She did not know if she valued her dignity or his life more. In the end she killed him so she could survive with herself as a person. This really shows how people will make unlikely decisions when faced with