It is the end of a person consciousness, as she wrote: “I could not see to see.”
Being separated from everyone without a doubt will inflicted pains onto Emily. It might just be a natural occurrence. Emily’s view pain differently, as she implied “On the one hand, pain and despair have the potential to rob us of human capacities and reduce us to physical nature, but on the other they can be a stimulus to extraordinary creativity and insight; suffering leads alternatively to vigor or to prostration,” calling them “life-enhancing and the insupportable.” (Hughes)
In “To learn the Transport by the Pain,” Emily portraits a scenario where a blind man is looking straight at the sun. Even though he lacks the vision of a regular person, the fact that he cannot see and feel sunlight prevents him from feeling the luminosity of sunlight. Yet he suffered an inevitable pain of not having vision, if he can lift himself over and carry on, “nothingness and negativity are strangely empowering.”(Hughes)
However, pain are not always