When I was younger I had bad anxiety and OCD which controlled my life. I could not do certain things in fear of having a panic attack, or actually having one. It is scary during a panic attack, because for me, when I have them, my limbs go numb and I lose control of my movements which means I can’t even keep my eyes open, walk, and even speak, which is terrifying. I would avoid everything possible so I wouldn't have a panic attack. OCD is also a huge contributor. Again, when I was younger, OCD controlled my life. My thoughts got in the way of what I actually wanted to do, and I avoided anything at all costs so I would not do my OCD habits and have those thoughts. It got to the point where it took me three hours to actually get a simple task done, such as getting ready. I would have to redo things so many times just because “it didn’t feel right” every other time I performed the same task. I still have OCD, but as i've gotten older and I understand the psychological reason behind it all, I've learned to deal with it better, as well as
When I was younger I had bad anxiety and OCD which controlled my life. I could not do certain things in fear of having a panic attack, or actually having one. It is scary during a panic attack, because for me, when I have them, my limbs go numb and I lose control of my movements which means I can’t even keep my eyes open, walk, and even speak, which is terrifying. I would avoid everything possible so I wouldn't have a panic attack. OCD is also a huge contributor. Again, when I was younger, OCD controlled my life. My thoughts got in the way of what I actually wanted to do, and I avoided anything at all costs so I would not do my OCD habits and have those thoughts. It got to the point where it took me three hours to actually get a simple task done, such as getting ready. I would have to redo things so many times just because “it didn’t feel right” every other time I performed the same task. I still have OCD, but as i've gotten older and I understand the psychological reason behind it all, I've learned to deal with it better, as well as