I get really bad anxiety in the big crowds in the hallways and I almost always have to have someone walking with me and practically holding me so I don 't freak out. It 's a really scary thing when you feel completely helpless while there are people pushing you around on all sides and the only thing you can hear is this voice in your head screaming out for help and then you feel your throat tighten up and tears stinging your eyes and your chest starts to hurt and it 's almost like there 's water in your lungs. I can barely talk to my teachers, even in private sometimes because it scares me to the point I want to cry and sob in a corner in a ball on the floor. I 'm definitely trying hard to work on it and get better, but it 's a struggle, and it 's one I 'm willing to fight with everything in
I get really bad anxiety in the big crowds in the hallways and I almost always have to have someone walking with me and practically holding me so I don 't freak out. It 's a really scary thing when you feel completely helpless while there are people pushing you around on all sides and the only thing you can hear is this voice in your head screaming out for help and then you feel your throat tighten up and tears stinging your eyes and your chest starts to hurt and it 's almost like there 's water in your lungs. I can barely talk to my teachers, even in private sometimes because it scares me to the point I want to cry and sob in a corner in a ball on the floor. I 'm definitely trying hard to work on it and get better, but it 's a struggle, and it 's one I 'm willing to fight with everything in