“I betrayed you.” She said blankly.
I look up at her knowingly. I knew she betrayed me the moment I set eyes in her. The guilt looked like it was eating her alive.
“Why did you?” I ask, curious to know why she would engage in such a relationship with me to just rat me out.
“He forced me. He said he would tell on me if I didn't.” she says. Her shoulders slump and she looks even more fatigue. Footsteps could be heard coming toward us so I spoke up,” We need to meet again.” She perked up and her eyes pierced into mine. People didn't think of …show more content…
I like doing what I do and I don't want to be tied down and hurt you. I want to have fun and be free. Besides, they will deny the request anyway. This is just way too much.
“But I thought you felt the same way?” i ask heartbroken.
When Catherine left me, I felt upset and lonely but when I met Julia, it was like a refreshing. Like I was wondering in the desert, and Julia was my oasis. Everything became brighter and exciting until now. It is like the oasis became a mirage, dry and empty.
I should have known she wouldn't feel the same way. I backed away from her and took off down the street. I headed to my apartment furious, upset, and rejected. In the apartment, I slump in my desk chair and stare at the telescreen that I knew was watching. I can't live like this any longer so quietly I repeat the words that I so clearly remember.
“Down with Big Brother, down with Big Brother.” I say. It started out as a whisper until I was full blown yelling.
“Down with Big Brother, Down with Big Brother.” I repeat.
I was standing now throwing my fiat repeatedly in the air. I knew they were watchung. I knew they were listening. I knew they were coming. I sat back down in my chair and awaited their arrival. It wasn't long before I heard rushed footsteps coming to my room. The door burst open and an officer came