Then my mom said, “ Go take a shower you look like you haven’t bathed in a while.” Now that I think about it I don 't know when the last time I showered. After I showered and got cleaned up my mom said she had made dinner. After dinner I didn 't feel lightheaded anymore. Phoebe asked me if we could dance up in her room and I said we could, but right before we walked upstairs we heard the phone ring my mom picked it up. I couldn’t hear what she is saying, but she looked annoyed and then finally she said, “ Holden, Jane is on the phone for you.” My heart dropped. I couldn 't even move. I grabbed the phone and I don 't even remember what I said, all I know is she said she wanted to go out to eat. I was so nervous, I have never been so …show more content…
I don 't know why Stradlater would think that, we haven 't talked in years.” Now her face looked relieved. “ Well, that 's all I wanted to talk about. Goodbye Holden” She walked up and left. I don 't know why I didn 't stop her. I don 't know why I lied. After that I got up and put a couple dollars on the table. I know have none of Phoebe 's money left. I left and started walking home and I felt like I was dying. I started pretending again that I had a bullet wound and I needed Sally to stitch up my wound. I walked to a phone booth and called Sally her grandma answered again and when I asked her where she was she said she was on a date. I threw the phone on the ground. It was attached so it just hung there. I started walking home and I felt really light headed. That 's the last thing I remember, I woke up in some sort of hospital bed. The walls were beige and they had nothing on them. I saw someone outside the door and I asked them where I was and this girl in a white lab coat said I was in a psychiatric hospital in California. I asked her how I got there and she said that I fainted and when I woke up in the hospital, I went crazy and punched a doctor in the face and blacked out and they brought me here. I don 't remember that I did that. At first I was like no that can’t be me, I would never sock someone in the jaw. I couldn 't, but she said I did. I guess I’m not yellow anymore. I guess that 's the end of my story for right now, D.B. visits me all the