Then the phone rang. He knew after that. My mom never let us go to the hospital to say good bye. I remember sitting at the funeral home crying my eyes out while every one visited. I thought what is wrong with these people. Granny is gone. Why do they not care? I did not see any reason to be visiting and having a good time. Now I know they were just sharing memories but at the time I just could not understand why God would take the one and only person who cared about me. The next day, our mom moved us to Oklahoma. We never even got to go the funeral. We got up and they told us we were going to Oklahoma that morning and would be back for our stuff later. I could not understand. Now I know my mom was in extreme pain as well. Her answer was to run. I think that is where I got it from later in life. I told my granny everything. She was the one person I knew loved me no matter what. Everything, that is, but my big secret. I was being molested by my step-father. It had started sometime around the age of 5 and continued up until I was 14. He said he was teaching me life lessons. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew what he was doing was wrong. That 's why I never told
Then the phone rang. He knew after that. My mom never let us go to the hospital to say good bye. I remember sitting at the funeral home crying my eyes out while every one visited. I thought what is wrong with these people. Granny is gone. Why do they not care? I did not see any reason to be visiting and having a good time. Now I know they were just sharing memories but at the time I just could not understand why God would take the one and only person who cared about me. The next day, our mom moved us to Oklahoma. We never even got to go the funeral. We got up and they told us we were going to Oklahoma that morning and would be back for our stuff later. I could not understand. Now I know my mom was in extreme pain as well. Her answer was to run. I think that is where I got it from later in life. I told my granny everything. She was the one person I knew loved me no matter what. Everything, that is, but my big secret. I was being molested by my step-father. It had started sometime around the age of 5 and continued up until I was 14. He said he was teaching me life lessons. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew what he was doing was wrong. That 's why I never told