February 4- I have been thinking a lot over the past couple of days and I’m still not sure how I feel. I haven't talked to him since he told me and I don’t know if I can ever talk to him again. What will people at school think if they see me talking to him? What will my parents think? My parents have always told me that being gay is bad. God doesn’t …show more content…
I never realized how much he meant to me. I don't want us to stop being friends but I just don't know if I can overlook this whole gay thing. We have known each other our whole lives. Is this really the reason why our friendship is going to come to an end?
February 8- I can’t let us end like this. I need to try and accept him. I have to accept him.
February 9- Thinking back on it, I don’t actually know why my parents are against being gay. I know they believe it because that is what the church says but why does the church believe that? I went online and found a website called thewordofthelord.com which explained why the church believes that gay marriage is bad. I did see where they were coming from but it just didn't convince me that what they said was how I felt.
February 14- Today I was scrolling through Twitter and I saw a Tweet that contained a poem written by someone who is gay. I read through it and it was actually very eye opening. It talked about the struggles that gay people go through and how they are treated by the rest of the world and I feel bad that I didn’t see this sooner. Am I treating gay people the same way this poem