Psychopathic… don't know what to do anymore
Insanity… the illusion of ignorance
Captivity… i can't take a chance
Sanity… light is peeking through the darkness
Purity… i’m not really that stressed
Sanity… my happiness is fading away
Cruelty… my demons are controlling me.
Insanity… my heart is in closure
Psychopathic… i want to die i'm not sure
Insanity… how could i be so ignorant?
Captivity… can't stop it from corrupting me.
I’m a monster… how should i feel? I just lie here. Staring out my window.
Little whispers love me, love me. That's all i ask for love me, me. I had slit my wrists to feel something. I wonder what it's like to love someone or something. I'm a monster… idk how to feel… in bed, i lie …show more content…
Everytime i close my eyes i dream that you're still here. Everytime i go to sleep i scream that you're still here. Or i have a nightmare. As you fade right behind my eyes that demon gives me a feeling so familiar. I can't stop it now… Oh… i can't believe this is happening to me again. The shake of my heart is rusting. My thrive for peace is slumping. I hope that soon i'll wake up. I've had enough… my paradise, is stripped and i'm weak, you'll never care, how much it hurts me. Everytime i close my eyes i dream and it's right here! Every Time i got to sleep, i scream cuz it’s right here! This is my nightmare! This is my nightmare! Falling, falling from the air, i i close my for just a minute, and you've come again… this isnt the way its supposed to be!! I've lost it all!! This is not what i expect from my dream life! I try to get lost, but me you alway found! How dare you scare me out! I just want someone to hold me close im not alone! You just let me fall and drown!!! Everytime i close my eyes, i dream that your right here! This is this is my nightmare.everytime i go to sleep i scream cuz you are right here! End my nightmares!! End my nightmares!!!
Im a mess, tangled with my confidence, god have i sinned? This monster is